This is for all of my blogstream friends who I know are suffering and/or struggling right now (you know who you are...........and there is more than one of you *smoochie face*).
Let me just say that age is irrelevant to suffering. It is the human condition that causes this to happen and all we can do is run to our 'rescuer'.
Some people would say that Jesus is a 'crutch' for 'weak' people. My Sista Whispa isn't as old as ol' POH, but one big thing we have in common is that we aren't afraid to admit that we were weak, and we needed a 'crutch' at some point in our lives, right Whisper?
If being broken is what it takes to get to God, then break me Lord. Break me again.
Everybody who knows me in 'real' life, thinks I'm so strong. Strong in my faith, strong in my hope, strong in mySELF.
Oh, how deceiving outward appearance can be.
That's the awesome, scary, beautiful, terrifying thing about the internet. Whit called it 'intimate anonymity'. It is that......that it is. We open ourselves up on our blogs and in blog comments in ways that we might NEVER do it any other time in our lives.
Okay, maybe just I do. Maybe POH is different. Maybe I'm just a 'silly girl', as John The Squabbler calls himself. I don't think 'maybe'. I think so. But I think that I am not the only one. I think the terrifying beauty of the whole blog experience is being able to say things that might never be otherwise said. It saddens me to think that people I thought I knew, in real life, never did this, and I never really knew them.
In only a year of knowing some of the people I've met here I can honestly say that I think I know them better than I know some of my own children........ and believe me, I know my children pretty well. I know some of you better than some of the best friends I've had in my life. Maybe I don't know exactly what you look like, or what your voice sounds like, but I don't have to. All I have to do is read your words and I know something better about you. Your heart.
There
seems to be something about that anonymity that allows us to be so
open, so unafraid, to, if we really want to be, to be so honest. Yes, it is possible to come onto a blog site and pretend to be something that you are not. But what's the point? Really, what's the point? To gain false relationships? Friendships that will not be able to stand up to the truth of who we really are if we per chance met one another some day? I would rather be real...........warts and all...........than to be found a liar and a fake.
So, I leave you with this song for the Saturday night blog crawl. I can't promise you that life will always be easy, Angie.....but you keep pressin' in, girlfriend. I can't promise you Mindpower, that life will always be pain free, physically or emotionally.......but you keep that little spark, even if it's just little, of hope in your heart......and you will look back to see that He never let you down after all. You will see that everything worked together for good, because you are one of the ones He has called.
All I can promise any of you, is that if you call on His name, He is a strrrrrrong tower, and those who run to it are saved.
I say, "I promise", but I can't promise anyone anything really. I'm just a common housewife, after all. I know exactly who I am, and no amount of flattery one could bestow on me will ever change that fact.
One thing I know, though, and I PROMISE you that I know this.......
my God........
MY God....
the One Who I have chosen to serve.......
.....rescues me.
He finds me...........
even when I am beaten up, beaten down, rejected, humiliated, ashamed and confounded.
He meets me in the darkest places of my soul..........
deep calls unto deep, the Bible says..........
and He gently leads me to a bright place.
He doesn't just do this just once for me, for if He did, and then expected me to stand on my own after that, I would be lost forever.
He does this for me over and over and over again................ because He knows I'm going to need Him tomorrow, just as much as I needed Him yesterday and today.
Press on, my brothers........press in, my sisters.........lead on Lord Jesus....................
It is just He and I and the sunrise He set apart just for me
The sun is rising slowly behind the mountains, drifting into the low lying, billowing clouds just above the water.
The hue is pure God.
Crayola has nothin' on this.
The hue is an orangey pink that drifts upwards and fills in every gap in the cloud that seeks to hide it.
The sky above is blue and clear with only one star visible after a nightime of gleaming orbs dotting the heavens with their fire.
The water, no longer like the glass that shone under the inimitable moonlit sky last night, now laps gently at the shore.
Slowly, ever so slowly, the orange remnants give way to a glorified rose'. No dull pastel is this but the clouds seem literally on fire with the glow. As the ball of fire coming from the east edges it's way from behind the hills, barely visible, yet the effects of it seen clearly, the color of it intensifies to neon strips of light. Soon, the sun, in it's magnificent glory will be up and over the house, hanging in the blue sky to bring a sunny day for Gabriel and I to be outside. For now, God is blessing me with artistry beyond compare.
I respect the art that man creates, I love it.
I am related to one of the most well-known American artists of all time, aren't I?
Yet, God's art........GOD'S art...........well, that's just a different league altogether.
The birds who dared stay for the harsh winter, more will come as spring hastens into summer, fly low to the water, snagging a bit of breakfast on this new day.
This scene sits framed by my front window. God made this sunrise, He fixed and ordained it just for me.
Oh, He didn't you say? He made it for the whole world?
Ahhh, maybe so. But I am just stubborn enough, and in love with my Father enough, that I am blind to the throng of 'others' who congregate around Him. It is just He and I, and the sunrise He set apart just for me.
I was feeling in an Otis mood this morning......and was going to post something by him for the Saturday evening blog crawl....
Sittin' by the dock of the bay......since I'm sitting by the water today
or
These arms of mine...........for no reason but I love that song
or
I can't stop loving you..........................
I decided not to. Maybe another day.
The sun is rising bright and clear in the blue sky over the lake outside my window. I wish Randy was here to take the picture. I'm sure it would be better than anything I could manage and it IS sooooo beautiful. At John The Squabbler's this morning I was reminded of the old Beatles song (I thought it was Lennon, but he told me it was Harrison and I never squabble with a squabbler........) Here Comes The Sun.
Oh, that song brings back a flood of nostalgia for me. No specific memories, just an overwhelming feeling of a time frame. It was 1968 or 69. Somewhere in there. I know I was in tenth grade because that is the year my parents sent me to boarding school. 15 going on 16 years old. Oh, that age should be illegal...........or somethin'! Growing up............. but still a kid inside. I came home for Christmas and that album was out. We had it, one of my sisters must have bought it, and I played it over and over and over again on the mono record player that passed for a stereo in our house.
Rubber Soul and Laura Nero (I can't remember the name of the album now)........they were my faves that year. That was before I went Motown. Maybe next week I'll get my Otis mood back.
For now it is enough that the sun is coming to New York and is rising above my lake. It's been a long and cold winter. Not lonely though. I have you guys!
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Oh, btw, I don't know what made me think of this but I was suddenly remembering that movie Benny and Joon. It came out in the ninties but I was too busy to watch TV or movies then. I didn't see it until a couple of years ago when I found the DVD for $7.50 at Wal-Mart. While I am not a fan of ALL of his movies, Johnny Depp has become for me one of the foremost actors on the scene today. The man knows the art of becoming the person in the role he is playing. I've watched this movie three times and could see it any number of times again. I love it, I love it, I love it. If you want to see the whole scene of Depp's performance in Riverside Park go to YouTube, it's there. I almost posted that instead but I felt like this one would give you more of an overview of the movie in case you are interested enough to see it.
This is part of my buddy Monster's third gig as a stand up comic. He makes it look so easy, doesn't he? I know I already posted today.....but I couldn't resist. Good job, Caleb......I am soooo proud.
I got the idea to post this because John The Squabbler mentioned his recumbent exercise bike in a recent post at The White Lodge.
Mr. Hope and I visited the very shop that is in this set of pictures when we went to see our daughter at her college recently.
The shop is around the corner from her school which is not far from where we live. The shop itself is not big by any standard, but they are one of the foremost distributors of recumbent bicycles on the East Coast. They also sell tandem recumbent bikes which we are actually thinking of getting even though, because there are so few of them, they are even more expensive than buying two single ones. About the price of a good used car.
We are saving our money and planning ahead. Right now, we don't have the time to do any serious biking, but the boomers that we are, we grew up biking EVERYWHERE, when we were kids, and enjoy the wind at one's face experience , if you know what I mean.
We were able to try out the two wheel recumbents while we were there. The store has a policy that they will almost not even sell you a bicycle unless you try it out first. We tried the two wheelers and both of us enjoyed the experience tremendously, although POH will prolly go with the three wheeler when it actually comes to buying it *sheepish grin*. The more stability the better, I always say. I always was a leetle klutzy! *blush*
The recumbents are not only more comfortable but much better for your back then a regular bike and it is my opinion that the sale of them will skyrocket over other types of bikes as the baby boomers increasingly age. Anyway, lest you think recumbent bikes are a new thing, apparently they were being made as far back as the 18th century.
Oh, and by the way, Einstien is not riding a recumbent bike, but it does say something, doesn't it, that people who are smart will ride a bike! *wink* Also, none of these pictures are of Mr. Hope or I. I got them all off the internet. That is the shop we were at though.
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